Supraliminal

Probably, but I’m only saying probably, not surely or definitely or certainly or even absolutely, but probably right before the myoclonic jerk. All at once I was stumbling, falling, or similar and subsequently woke up again, safe, I suppose, by my bed with my sheets and my blankets and my pillows and my— Under the bed, that’s where I keep it, or kept it, or keep it because I suppose it’s still there, I mean I haven’t moved it. Let me ask you a question.
Is you listening to me? See, I think that’s the issue right there really, really that’s the issue right there.
During the night, like I said, with my eyes closed and sleep nearing and then kabam! jerked out of sleep and subsequently bed as though I had fallen off a cliff and bounced off the mattress onto my feet where I stood perplexed standing there suddenly, eyes open, heart beating soundly, breathing—but before that, before all that there was— Even then, yes, but that’s what I’m trying, I mean here trying with, but, yes, but before the jerk, before I’m saying it was, yes the, yes the jerk I know, but before— Are you even listening to what I’m—no, I know, when I first seen it, I pretty near died laughing—listening to what I’m saying, cuz I’m pretty sure I’m saying it, aren’t I saying it? Don’t just—I mean, the answer probably lies somewhere in the very above, if not more than once; and given some sort of logic (not exactly defined by or within the supraliminal, but not exactly not, you know, but close), but once, just once, could be more than a single choice, couldn’t it?